Saturday, December 26, 2009

14 Hours Of My Love Life

14 Hours Of My Love Life
by JeromeProphet 

She Loves Me

After we marry we'll go to my church darling
I love you
I won't change my mind
Are you happy?

She Hates Me

You're Evil
You're Twisted
You pathetic sad man
You Loser
Never contact me again

Note: I wrote this a few months ago
Love and hate can be exchanged so rapidly that it leaves me astounded and confused

I'm A Tool

I'm A Tool
by JeromeProphet
I'm a tool
I'm just your fool
I'm what happens
When dumb love rules
I'm a toy
I'm just your boy
I'm not your man
  But a plan to annoy
So sell me out
Then you go pout
It's not all about
How you've been wronged
Then cuss me up
And cuss me down
Cuz you're singing
That same ole song
 One line for him
Then one for me
Just been betrayed
So easy to be

Abuse you crave
A sad sad game
You could escape
That's what I see

But you must step up
And be the grown up
Neither his mommy 
Nor his slave

For you are the maker
And the shaper
You're in charge
Of your own destiny

I am reposting the poem above.  Darling, don't despair at the words above.  It's a way for me to deal with our roller coaster ride of a relationship.  I am not condemning you.  I understand our situation is complicated.  Just know that I still love you very much, and that I find creative writing one way to deal with my pain. 

Anti Social Personality Disorder It's Contagious

Anti Social Personality Disorder It's Contagious

Diagnostic Criteria:

Three or more of the following are required:
  • Failure to conform to social norms with respect to lawful behaviors as indicated by repeatedly performing acts that are grounds for arrest
  • Deceitfulness, as indicated by repeatedly lying, use of aliases, or conning others for personal profit or pleasure
  • Impulsivity or failure to plan ahead
  • Irritability and aggressiveness, as indicated by repeated physical fights or assaults
  • Reckless disregard for safety of self or others
  • Consistent irresponsibility, as indicated by repeated failure to sustain consistent work behavior or honor financial obligations
  • Lack of remorse, as indicated by being indifferent to or rationalizing having hurt, mistreated, or stolen from another 

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