14 Hours Of My Love Life

14 Hours Of My Love Life

by JeromeProphet 

She Loves Me

After we marry we'll go to my church darling

Dear

Honey

I love you

I won't change my mind

Sweetheart

Are you happy?

She Hates Me

You're Evil

You're Twisted

You pathetic sad man

You Loser

Never contact me again

FINAL WARNING

Bye!

 

Note: I wrote this a few months ago

Love and hate can be exchanged so rapidly that it leaves me astounded and confused

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I'm A Tool

I'm A Tool

by JeromeProphet

   

I'm a tool

I'm just your fool

I'm what happens

When dumb love rules

 

I'm a toy

I'm just your boy

I'm not your man

  But a plan to annoy

 

So sell me out

Then you go pout
It's not all about
How you've been wronged

 

Then cuss me up

And cuss me down

Cuz you're singing

That same ole song

  

 One line for him

Then one for me

Just been betrayed

So easy to be

Abuse you crave

A sad sad game
You could escape
That's what I see

But you must step up
And be the grown up
Neither his mommy 
Nor his slave

For you are the maker
And the shaper
You're in charge
Of your own destiny

I am reposting the poem above.  Darling, don't despair at the words above.  It's a way for me to deal with our roller coaster ride of a relationship.  I am not condemning you.  I understand our situation is complicated.  Just know that I still love you very much, and that I find creative writing one way to deal with my pain. 

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Anti Social Personality Disorder It's Contagious

Anti Social Personality Disorder It's Contagious


Diagnostic Criteria:

Three or more of the following are required:

• Failure to conform to social norms with respect to lawful behaviors as indicated by repeatedly performing acts that are grounds for arrest
• Deceitfulness, as indicated by repeatedly lying, use of aliases, or conning others for personal profit or pleasure
• Impulsivity or failure to plan ahead
• Irritability and aggressiveness, as indicated by repeated physical fights or assaults
• Reckless disregard for safety of self or others
• Consistent irresponsibility, as indicated by repeated failure to sustain consistent work behavior or honor financial obligations
• Lack of remorse, as indicated by being indifferent to or rationalizing having hurt, mistreated, or stolen from another