Hot and Cold My Greeneyes Told

Hot and Cold

 

Horror Freak Girl post yet another good video.  If this keeps up I may have to run a regular segment using HFG videos. 

 

This time the video is "Hot and Cold".

I am posting a copy of my comments to her post.

 

My comment to HFG's Post (below):  

  

I have a girlfriend, and she's exactly like the person being described in this song. There are some little details I'm leaving out which explain the reason she plays hot, and cold with me, but it still drives me crazy because I love her so much. For example yesterday I spent the entire day with her, and her little girl. It was like something out of a movie. She said to me it was as if time had slowed down for us - that nice! Yet today she changed again. Oh my poor aching heart. Good video HFG!

 

And yes I had this incredible Saturday with this incredible woman, and her wonderful daughter.  It really was as if time had slowed down so as to allow us to enjoy each other as much as possible.  Thank you God!

And then today - BAMMO!  It wasn't entirely bad, but compared to yesterday it had a confusing, and somewhat down ending.  What happened?  Leaves me a bit confused. 

 

What's a heart to do?  Wish I knew all the answers - I really do :)

  

I love you Greeneyes!

Coldplay - Green Eyes

Coldplay - Green Eyes

Darling, you said you just read my blog tonight, and that you find it hard to believe I have such a depth of feelings for you. 
  
You told me that you feel unworthy of such adoration.

 

Yet there is nothing further from the truth, my love, for I am the one unworthy, not you.

  

 

Coldplay - Green Eyes

Honey you are a rock
Upon which I stand
And I come here to talk
I hope you understand

That green eyes, yeah the spotlight, shines upon you
And how could, anybody, deny you

I came here with a load
And it feels so much lighter, now I�ve met you
And honey you should know, that I could never go on without you

Green eyes

Honey you are the sea
Upon which I float
And I came here to talk
I think you should know

That green eyes, you�re the one that I wanted to find
And anyone who, tried to deny you must be out of their mind

Cause I came here with a load
And it feels so much lighter, since I met you
Honey you should know, that I could never go on without you

Green eyes
Green eyes

Ohohohohooooo
Ohohohohooooo

Ohohohohooooo
Ohohohohooooo

Honey you are a rock
Upon which I stand 

Love Entranced

Love Entranced
by Jeromeprophet

I heard it in the trees

Whispers in the leaves

Gentle voices calling me

To romance

I felt it with such ease

Warm love within the breeze

Your arms around me

Please

As we danced.

We flew above the waves

Skitter scattering ways

The light shimmers

Through your hair

I'm entranced.

 

Our union is in blaze

Souls lifted in light rays

You're the answers

To my prayers

You're radiance.

I dive within your eyes

Sail hazel green skies
You're beauty perfect love

You're innocence.

One day I'll be your true

And love you through

and through

Dedicate my life to you

In reverence.

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This Poem Is Dedicated To "Greeneyes"

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HorrorFreakGirl's 'Fireflies' Fan Video

Fan Music Video of Owl City's 'Fireflies'

   

I've been a HorrorFreakGirl fan for awhile now.  HFG just turned twelve last month, and she's already quite the actress, and Youtube video producer.

I proudly present HFG to all of my local, Springfield, Illinois readers - like all four of them..

Owl City - Fireflies

 

You Would Not Believe Your Eyes

If Ten Million Fireflies

Light Up The World As I Fell Asleep

Cause They Fill The Open Air

And Leave Teardrops Everywhere

You'd Think me Rude

But I Wouuld Just Stand And stare

I'd Like To make Myself Believe That Planet earth Turns Slowly

It's Hard To Say That I'd Rather Stay Awake When I'm Asleep

Cause Everything Is Never As It Seems

Cause I'd Get A Thousand Hugs

From Ten Thousand Lightning Bugs

As They Tried To Teach Me How To Dance

A Foxtrot Above My head

A Sockhop Beneath My Bed

A Disco Ball Is Just hanging By A thread

I'd Like To make Myself Believe That Planet earth Turns Slowly

It's Hard To Say That I'd Rather Stay Awake When I'm Asleep

Cause Everything Is Never As It Seems

When I Fall Asleep

Leave My Door Open Just A crack

Please Take Me Away From Here

Cause I Feel Like Such An Insomniac

Please Take Me Away From Here

Why Do I Tire Of Counting Sheep

Please Take Me Away From Here

When I'm far Too Tired To Fall Asleep

To Ten Million Fireflies

I'm Weird Cause I Hate Goodbyes

I Got Misty Eyes As They Said Farewell

But I'll Know Where Several Are

If My Dreams Get Real Bizzare

Cause I Saved A Few And I Keep Them In A Jar

I'd Like To make Myself Believe That Planet earth Turns Slowly

It's Hard To Say That I'd Rather Stay Awake When I'm Asleep

Cause Everything Is Never As It Seems

When I Fall Asleep

I'd Like To make Myself Believe That Planet earth Turns Slowly

It's Hard To Say That I'd Rather Stay Awake When I'm Asleep

Cause Everything Is Never As It Seems

When I Fall Asleep

I'd Like To make Myself Believe That Planet earth Turns Slowly

It's Hard To Say I'd Rather Stay Awake When I'm Asleep

Because My Dreams Are Bursting At The Seams

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Love Said No

HIM - Love Said No

Where Does The Love Go?

I was once asked to be her rescuer, and now I'm labeled a disturbed whack job.

Oh well, the first one to bail out of a relationship is always the saint, and the last one stuck with any feelings becomes the sinner.

I won't deny my full culpability for it was I who placed myself into the relationship. I was looking for an honest loving relationship with a like soul - that was my sin.

I wrote some love poems dedicated to this princess which appear on this blog, and took some pretty photos of a beautiful woman, and her pretty little daughter, during our all too brief romance.

 

Oh my, what a broken heart I have. I now see nearly every day a woman whom I care very deeply about - a woman who currently feels that we can't even be 'just friends' anymore. This is a difficult time for me.

The goddess whom I am still in love with, and totally broken hearted over, is truly a wonderful person! I believed in all the beautiful things I ever said about her, and I still feel all the love I ever felt for her - which seems to be the problem! I admit it, I am obsessed with this beautiful spirit.

I've never been one to use the word love lightly, and I believe I was honest in my feelings and thoughts - so where should those feelings go?

If only I had been a liar and never felt a thing, or a sophisticated player - then I guess we'd be 'friends' again, but that's just not me. So I pay the cost and must suffer my estrangement in this exile of unrequited love.

Time will heal this broken heart, but I will always know that this woman is special, and I will always love her.

About The Song

The group HIM has created so many great love songs they are definitely my favorite group. Ville Valo's writing talent, and melancholy singing, cast Love Said No as part prayer, and part crying spell.

Anyone in the midst of a broken heart, which I can totally relate to right now, can definitely understand the passion and pain in this song. It's passion which creates meaning. And it's that passion which makes love so very beautiful, and frighteningly horrible, all at the same time. Yet, who would want to live without love?

So I recommend that you watch the video, and read the lyrics below - then go out and buy the CD - it's been out since 2004.

HIM - Love Said No

And love's light blue

Led me to you

Through all the emptiness that had become my home

Love's lies cruel

Introduced me to you

And at that moment I knew I was out of hope

Kill me

I begged and love said no

Leave me

for dead and let me go

Kill me

I cried and love said no

Kill me

I cried and love said no

Love's icy tomb

Dug open for you

Lies in a cemetery that bears my name

Love's violent tune

From me to you

Rips your heart out and leaves you

bleeding with a smile on your face

Kill me

I begged and love said no

Leave me

for dead and let me go

Kill me

I cried and love said no

Kill me

I cried and love said no

And love said no

And love's light blue

Took me from you

And at that moment I knew I was out of hope

Again

Kill me

I begged and love said no

Leave me

for dead and let me go

Kill me

I cried and love said no

Kill me

I cried and love said no

And love said no

.

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Pink Whirlpool

Pink Whirlpool 
by JeromeProphet

Love rushes through me

For it's you I must see

Heart pounding moments

If ever you loved me

Love pounds inside me

For you I can be

I'm lost in the torrent

Your love will save me

Swirling love moments

Be most kind to thee

Lend me your angel

Precious darling guide me

I'll be true to you only

Never leaving your side

Dedicate my soul lonely

A love never denied

I tremble cross oceans

Once seemed to divide

Joined one in our passion

Our romance now alive

But I'm away from you now

A fate worse than death

Watching from afar - how

I can't catch my breath

Some say I'm madness

And abandon my love

My obsession and gladness

Race both in my blood

But no matter what fate

And no matter what pain

I must face this my darling

For my heart it must reign
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Poem Dedicated to 'Greeneyes'

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Photocredit: Steven 'Salfordian'

My Precious Angels

My Precious Angels
by JeromeProphet
 

I could never die

Until I fly

in the arms of my

precious ones -

Forever in light

with

my darling Angels +

Your radiance

It does entrance

a sprightly nuance

A holy dance

of our hearts now lanced

with

My lovely Angels +

It is in this moment

This sacred atonement

I find a portent

Of the souls that God lent

A bond that was meant -

with

My beautiful Angels +

With in that time

Appears a golden line

from our God sublime

Fates and hearts entwined

with

My sweetest Angels +

There and then we would stay

each and every day

Just K, G, and J

Never parting we'd pray -

with

My precious Angels +

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Dedicated to 'Greeneyes' 
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You Are The One

HIM - You Are The One

The HIM song, You Are The One, expresses my feelings well for a young woman whom I love very much. I've made my mistakes in life, and many I regret dearly, but I have no regrets about my love for you, or our relationship.

God can cast me into the burning fires of hell for loving you, and he may very well in the end, but that's a fate worth suffering my darling - for I will not abandon my love for you.

HIM - You Are The One

No i won't surrender

At any cost

You're something so sweet and tender

From my heart

Yes i've done my evil

I've done my good

Just believe me honey

I won't let go of you

You are the one

And there's no regrets at all

You are the one

And there's no regrets at all

We've had our share of misfortune

We've had our blues

And God is not on our side

Yes it's true

We keep forgetting baby

The beauty of us two

There is no one who can take that away

From me and you

You are the one

And there's no regrets at all

You are the one

And there's no regrets at all

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Forgive Me

Forgive Me

by JeromeProphet

 

I can be a sinful moron at times

And I can hurt others intentionally

And Unintentionally.
 

I can act jealous

Even when I have no right to do so.
 

I can covet.

I can act judgmental.
 

I can say things and write things that hurt people.

And I can actually believe that I I'm above all this.

When in fact I am not much more mature than I was when I was decades younger.
   

And I simply feel awful about my propensity to sin against others.

I am sorry for sinning against you.

I know the things I said sounded good to me when I was angry.

But the fact is, I don't know if they are true.
  

Even if there is some truth in what I said
I should never have used those words as weapons.
  

And now.

I suffer.
  

I suffer from losing one my very best friends ever.
  

A good and decent person.

A person I will never forget.

A person I will always love.
  

I have asked God to forgive me in Jesus' name.

So I know I am forgiven.

I know I am saved.
   

I have asked you to forgive me.

And you said you will never do that.

I hope you will stop being so angry at me
So you can be the Christian I know you are.
   

I prayed for you.

And me.

And I know in my heart you will forgive me.
  

And I hope not to let you down again.

This is about all I can do for now.
 

Confess my sins.

Ask for forgiveness.

And try like the dickens to sin no more.

I beg you for forgiveness for any pain I have caused you.
And I'll try never to hurt you again.

 

 
Dedicated to 'Greeneyes' Who Forgave Me
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What I Know About You

Oasis - Supersonic

What I Know About You
By JeromeProphet

What do I see when I look at you?

What do I feel when I feel you?

What do I know when I know you?

Nothing,

But something.

And I'm never absolutely certain

that what I

see

feel

and know

about you
  

is only that which I want to

believe.

But I do know one thing for sure,

and that is that you are very

beautiful

inside and out

And that I want you

Beyond that

I'm taking it a moment at a time

And hope I don't get it all wrong

For both our sakes.

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Green Eyed Goddess Divine

Green Eyed Goddess Divine

by Jerome Prophet

In your eyes

I see your smiles

of distant whiles

My heart is raised.

There's no surprise

No time for tides

We rush toward crashing waves.

I feel your heartbeat

Your fluttering heartbeat

I feel your hand in mine.

Your lips are trembling

So softly remembering

Our promised love this time.

We come together

You're now my treasure

Radiant sweet sublime.

My darling precious

Your love has blessed us

Beyond all measure

My green eyed goddess divine.

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A Breeze and a Butterfly

A Breeze and a Butterfly

by JeromeProphet

The rhymes have escaped

The words have run away

These feelings persist

And I've got something to say

Within my heart this truth

I can no longer hide

The answers to the questions

I dare not ask why

Like why I love her madly so.

And why I still insist

This love of ours in flames a glow

Is worth everything we risk

My love you read my words now

You know our love is true

Our careless love knows no Hows

One day you'll say 'I do'

Our pain will be over then

Vanquished with our sin

We rushed where Angels feared to tread

Yet our love's not crushed by them

And now we're tangled you and I

We're lovers like the moon and sky

You and I were meant to be

It's undeniable to see

The secret truth of our love

Is not held in the heart of a dove

No what we are is far from that

Perhaps the Cheshire cat

For we are to each other

Something we can get from no others

We are like a breeze and a butterfly

Flying fragile and fierce into the high

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Senator Edward Kennedy Dead At 77

Having been raised a Catholic in the 1960s I can say that I recall asking my parents who "we" were for in the upcoming Illinois 1968 presidential Primary. I was told Bobby Kennedy. Well we all knew what happened there. I remember being awoken to my mother, and sister crying over the breaking news that Robert Kennedy had been assassinated.

And years later I asked my mother about the day John F. Kennedy was assassinated and she told me I broke down crying because everyone else in the house was crying. I was just a little kid then, but I must have sensed that anything so important as to bring the adults to tears was worthy of my own.

As the years past the tabloids kept the Kennedy family, and Jacki O in the spotlight, and I watched them from afar - feeling a bit guilty in the process. But as I learned more about the remarkable Kennedy family, and their history I realized I was witnessing history.

I've always been a Kennedy fan.

I've seen this family survive one tragedy after another, and yet survive. And they will go on.

God Bless You Teddy, and thank you for all the good things you have done for this nation.

Of Beauty, Goodness & Love

In darkness

Of Beauty, Goodness & Love
by jeromeprophet

You feel you were forgotten
From a different land and time
You said that love was rotten
When I offered you mine

You rush to those who hurt you
Like a moth into the flame
I can no longer see it's truth
As you hide behind your shame

Men you say adore you dear
Yet you feel that you're unloved
Your smiling face is filled with tears
Like a river of pain from above

And not everyone those tears can see
But I do know that they are there
Because you shared them with me
And because I truly care.

I've tried to share some wisdom
And I have offered you my life
For I fear the path you have chosen
Will take you from the light

Your heart is filled with a darkness
And a pain so deep that you say
You're often thinking of an end to this
Not wanting another day

You ask me why I love you so
And as I whisper why
You thrash and push away with no
And we both begin to cry

If not with me I hope you find
The love you hurt to know
Realizing your dreams as divined
And a time which loves you so

You're beautiful and sacred oh
You're a gift from god above
An inspiration of Beauty so
Of Goodness, and of Love

You'll need to see this truth as told
Before you can accept a love
A true and lasting heart of old
Your salvation from above

In Light

Of Beauty, Goodness & Love
by jeromeprophet

You feel you were forgotten
From a different land and time
You said that love was rotten
When I offered you mine

You rush to those who hurt you
Like a moth into the flame
I can no longer see it's truth
As you hide behind your shame

Men you say adore you dear
Yet you feel that you're unloved
Your smiling face is filled with tears
Like a river of pain from above

And not everyone those tears can see
But I do know that they are there
Because you shared them with me
And because I truly care.

I've tried to share some wisdom
And I have offered you my life
For I fear the path you have chosen
Will take you from the light

Your heart is filled with a darkness
And a pain so deep that you say
You're often thinking of an end to this
Not wanting another day

You ask me why I love you so
And as I whisper why
You thrash and push away with no
And we both begin to cry

If not with me I hope you find
The love you hurt to know
Realizing your dreams as divined
And a time which loves you so

You're beautiful and sacred oh
You're a gift from god above
An inspiration of Beauty so
Of Goodness, and of Love

You'll need to see this truth as told
Before you can accept a love
A true and lasting heart of old
Your salvation from above

Director And Writer John Hughes Died

John Hughes, the man behind the cam in such films as "Pretty in Pink", "Sixteen Candles", "The Breakfast Club", "Planes Trains and Automobiles", "Ferris Bueller's Day Off", "National Lampoon's Vacation" , and "Home Alone". John Hughes was also a contributing writer to "Animal House".

And those were just his hits.

If you were a young person living in the western world in the 1980s you were affected by this man.

He died today while taking a morning walk in Manhattan, and was fifty nine years old.

I only know this man through his films, and can only respond by saying - thank you for the incredible movies.