Sunday, November 08, 2009

Hot and Cold My Greeneyes Told

Hot and Cold
 
Horror Freak Girl post yet another good video.  If this keeps up I may have to run a regular segment using HFG videos. 
 
This time the video is "Hot and Cold".

I am posting a copy of my comments to her post.
 
My comment to HFG's Post (below):  
  
I have a girlfriend, and she's exactly like the person being described in this song. There are some little details I'm leaving out which explain the reason she plays hot, and cold with me, but it still drives me crazy because I love her so much. For example yesterday I spent the entire day with her, and her little girl. It was like something out of a movie. She said to me it was as if time had slowed down for us - that nice! Yet today she changed again. Oh my poor aching heart. Good video HFG!
 
And yes I had this incredible Saturday with this incredible woman, and her wonderful daughter.  It really was as if time had slowed down so as to allow us to enjoy each other as much as possible.  Thank you God!

And then today - BAMMO!  It wasn't entirely bad, but compared to yesterday it had a confusing, and somewhat down ending.  What happened?  Leaves me a bit confused. 
 
What's a heart to do?  Wish I knew all the answers - I really do :)
  
I love you Greeneyes!

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Coldplay - Green Eyes


Coldplay - Green Eyes

Darling, you said you just read my blog tonight, and that you find it hard to believe I have such a depth of feelings for you. 
  
You told me that you feel unworthy of such adoration.
 
Yet there is nothing further from the truth, my love, for I am the one unworthy, not you.
  
 
Coldplay - Green Eyes

Honey you are a rock
Upon which I stand
And I come here to talk
I hope you understand

That green eyes, yeah the spotlight, shines upon you
And how could, anybody, deny you

I came here with a load
And it feels so much lighter, now I�ve met you
And honey you should know, that I could never go on without you

Green eyes

Honey you are the sea
Upon which I float
And I came here to talk
I think you should know

That green eyes, you�re the one that I wanted to find
And anyone who, tried to deny you must be out of their mind

Cause I came here with a load
And it feels so much lighter, since I met you
Honey you should know, that I could never go on without you

Green eyes
Green eyes

Ohohohohooooo
Ohohohohooooo

Ohohohohooooo
Ohohohohooooo

Honey you are a rock
Upon which I stand 




Monday, November 02, 2009

Love Entranced




Love Entranced
by Jeromeprophet


I heard it in the trees
Whispers in the leaves
Gentle voices calling me
To romance

I felt it with such ease
Warm love within the breeze
Your arms around me
Please
As we danced.

We flew above the waves
Skitter scattering ways
The light shimmers
Through your hair
I'm entranced.
 
Our union is in blaze
Souls lifted in light rays
You're the answers
To my prayers
You're radiance.

I dive within your eyes
Sail hazel green skies
You're beauty perfect love
You're innocence.

One day I'll be your true
And love you through
and through
Dedicate my life to you
In reverence.
.  
.
.

This Poem Is Dedicated To "Greeneyes"



Sunday, November 01, 2009

HorrorFreakGirl's 'Fireflies' Fan Video


Fan Music Video of Owl City's 'Fireflies'
   
I've been a HorrorFreakGirl fan for awhile now.  HFG just turned twelve last month, and she's already quite the actress, and Youtube video producer.

I proudly present HFG to all of my local, Springfield, Illinois readers - like all four of them..



Owl City - Fireflies
 
You Would Not Believe Your Eyes
If Ten Million Fireflies
Light Up The World As I Fell Asleep
Cause They Fill The Open Air
And Leave Teardrops Everywhere
You'd Think me Rude
But I Wouuld Just Stand And stare
I'd Like To make Myself Believe That Planet earth Turns Slowly
It's Hard To Say That I'd Rather Stay Awake When I'm Asleep
Cause Everything Is Never As It Seems

Cause I'd Get A Thousand Hugs
From Ten Thousand Lightning Bugs
As They Tried To Teach Me How To Dance
A Foxtrot Above My head
A Sockhop Beneath My Bed
A Disco Ball Is Just hanging By A thread
I'd Like To make Myself Believe That Planet earth Turns Slowly
It's Hard To Say That I'd Rather Stay Awake When I'm Asleep
Cause Everything Is Never As It Seems
When I Fall Asleep
Leave My Door Open Just A crack
Please Take Me Away From Here
Cause I Feel Like Such An Insomniac
Please Take Me Away From Here
Why Do I Tire Of Counting Sheep
Please Take Me Away From Here
When I'm far Too Tired To Fall Asleep
To Ten Million Fireflies
I'm Weird Cause I Hate Goodbyes
I Got Misty Eyes As They Said Farewell
But I'll Know Where Several Are
If My Dreams Get Real Bizzare
Cause I Saved A Few And I Keep Them In A Jar
I'd Like To make Myself Believe That Planet earth Turns Slowly
It's Hard To Say That I'd Rather Stay Awake When I'm Asleep
Cause Everything Is Never As It Seems
When I Fall Asleep
I'd Like To make Myself Believe That Planet earth Turns Slowly
It's Hard To Say That I'd Rather Stay Awake When I'm Asleep
Cause Everything Is Never As It Seems
When I Fall Asleep
I'd Like To make Myself Believe That Planet earth Turns Slowly
It's Hard To Say I'd Rather Stay Awake When I'm Asleep
Because My Dreams Are Bursting At The Seams
.
.
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Thursday, October 29, 2009

Love Said No


HIM - Love Said No


Where Does The Love Go?

I was once asked to be her rescuer, and now I'm labeled a disturbed whack job.


Oh well, the first one to bail out of a relationship is always the saint, and the last one stuck with any feelings becomes the sinner.


I won't deny my full culpability for it was I who placed myself into the relationship. I was looking for an honest loving relationship with a like soul - that was my sin.


I wrote some love poems dedicated to this princess which appear on this blog, and took some pretty photos of a beautiful woman, and her pretty little daughter, during our all too brief romance.


 

Oh my, what a broken heart I have. I now see nearly every day a woman whom I care very deeply about - a woman who currently feels that we can't even be 'just friends' anymore. This is a difficult time for me.


The goddess whom I am still in love with, and totally broken hearted over, is truly a wonderful person! I believed in all the beautiful things I ever said about her, and I still feel all the love I ever felt for her - which seems to be the problem! I admit it, I am obsessed with this beautiful spirit.


I've never been one to use the word love lightly, and I believe I was honest in my feelings and thoughts - so where should those feelings go?


If only I had been a liar and never felt a thing, or a sophisticated player - then I guess we'd be 'friends' again, but that's just not me. So I pay the cost and must suffer my estrangement in this exile of unrequited love.


Time will heal this broken heart, but I will always know that this woman is special, and I will always love her.






About The Song


The group HIM has created so many great love songs they are definitely my favorite group. Ville Valo's writing talent, and melancholy singing, cast Love Said No as part prayer, and part crying spell.


Anyone in the midst of a broken heart, which I can totally relate to right now, can definitely understand the passion and pain in this song. It's passion which creates meaning. And it's that passion which makes love so very beautiful, and frighteningly horrible, all at the same time. Yet, who would want to live without love?


So I recommend that you watch the video, and read the lyrics below - then go out and buy the CD - it's been out since 2004.


HIM - Love Said No

And love's light blue
Led me to you
Through all the emptiness that had become my home
Love's lies cruel
Introduced me to you
And at that moment I knew I was out of hope

Kill me
I begged and love said no
Leave me
for dead and let me go
Kill me
I cried and love said no
Kill me
I cried and love said no

Love's icy tomb
Dug open for you
Lies in a cemetery that bears my name
Love's violent tune
From me to you
Rips your heart out and leaves you
bleeding with a smile on your face

Kill me
I begged and love said no
Leave me
for dead and let me go
Kill me
I cried and love said no
Kill me
I cried and love said no

And love said no

And love's light blue
Took me from you
And at that moment I knew I was out of hope

Again

Kill me
I begged and love said no
Leave me
for dead and let me go
Kill me
I cried and love said no
Kill me
I cried and love said no

And love said no
.
.
.

Friday, October 23, 2009

Pink Whirlpool

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Pink Whirlpool 
by JeromeProphet

Love rushes through me
For it's you I must see
Heart pounding moments
If ever you loved me

Love pounds inside me
For you I can be
I'm lost in the torrent
Your love will save me

Swirling love moments
Be most kind to thee
Lend me your angel
Precious darling guide me

I'll be true to you only
Never leaving your side
Dedicate my soul lonely
A love never denied

I tremble cross oceans
Once seemed to divide
Joined one in our passion
Our romance now alive

But I'm away from you now
A fate worse than death
Watching from afar - how
I can't catch my breath

Some say I'm madness
And abandon my love
My obsession and gladness
Race both in my blood

But no matter what fate
And no matter what pain
I must face this my darling
For my heart it must reign
 .
.
.
Poem Dedicated to 'Greeneyes'
..

Saturday, October 17, 2009

My Precious Angels


My Precious Angels
by JeromeProphet
 
I could never die
Until I fly
in the arms of my
precious ones -
Forever in light
with
my darling Angels +

Your radiance
It does entrance
a sprightly nuance
A holy dance
of our hearts now lanced
with
My lovely Angels +

It is in this moment
This sacred atonement
I find a portent
Of the souls that God lent
A bond that was meant -
with
My beautiful Angels +

With in that time
Appears a golden line
from our God sublime
Fates and hearts entwined
with
My sweetest Angels +

There and then we would stay
each and every day
Just K, G, and J
Never parting we'd pray -
with
My precious Angels +
.
.
.
Dedicated to 'Greeneyes' 
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You Are The One


HIM - You Are The One

The HIM song, You Are The One, expresses my feelings well for a young woman whom I love very much. I've made my mistakes in life, and many I regret dearly, but I have no regrets about my love for you, or our relationship.


God can cast me into the burning fires of hell for loving you, and he may very well in the end, but that's a fate worth suffering my darling - for I will not abandon my love for you.



HIM - You Are The One

No i won't surrender
At any cost
You're something so sweet and tender
From my heart

Yes i've done my evil
I've done my good
Just believe me honey
I won't let go of you

You are the one
And there's no regrets at all
You are the one
And there's no regrets at all

We've had our share of misfortune
We've had our blues
And God is not on our side
Yes it's true
We keep forgetting baby
The beauty of us two
There is no one who can take that away
From me and you

You are the one
And there's no regrets at all

You are the one
And there's no regrets at all
.
.
.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Forgive Me



Forgive Me
by JeromeProphet
 
I can be a sinful moron at times
And I can hurt others intentionally
And Unintentionally.
 
I can act jealous
Even when I have no right to do so.
 
I can covet.
I can act judgmental.
 
I can say things and write things that hurt people.
And I can actually believe that I I'm above all this.
When in fact I am not much more mature than I was when I was decades younger.
   
And I simply feel awful about my propensity to sin against others.
I am sorry for sinning against you.
I know the things I said sounded good to me when I was angry.
But the fact is, I don't know if they are true.
  
Even if there is some truth in what I said
I should never have used those words as weapons.
  
And now.
I suffer.
  
I suffer from losing one my very best friends ever.
  
A good and decent person.
A person I will never forget.
A person I will always love.
  
I have asked God to forgive me in Jesus' name.
So I know I am forgiven.
I know I am saved.
   
I have asked you to forgive me.
And you said you will never do that.
I hope you will stop being so angry at me
So you can be the Christian I know you are.
   
I prayed for you.
And me.
And I know in my heart you will forgive me.
  
And I hope not to let you down again.
This is about all I can do for now.
 
Confess my sins.
Ask for forgiveness.
And try like the dickens to sin no more.
I beg you for forgiveness for any pain I have caused you.
And I'll try never to hurt you again.

 

 
Dedicated to 'Greeneyes' Who Forgave Me
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Wednesday, September 23, 2009

What I Know About You


Oasis - Supersonic



What I Know About You
By JeromeProphet

What do I see when I look at you?
What do I feel when I feel you?
What do I know when I know you?


Nothing,
But something.


And I'm never absolutely certain
that what I


see
feel
and know
about you
  
is only that which I want to
believe.


But I do know one thing for sure,
and that is that you are very
beautiful
inside and out


And that I want you


Beyond that
I'm taking it a moment at a time
And hope I don't get it all wrong
For both our sakes.
.
.
.

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Green Eyed Goddess Divine




Green Eyed Goddess Divine
by Jerome Prophet

In your eyes
I see your smiles
of distant whiles
My heart is raised.

There's no surprise
No time for tides
We rush toward crashing waves.

I feel your heartbeat
Your fluttering heartbeat
I feel your hand in mine.

Your lips are trembling
So softly remembering
Our promised love this time.

We come together
You're now my treasure
Radiant sweet sublime.

My darling precious
Your love has blessed us
Beyond all measure
My green eyed goddess divine.
.
.

Friday, August 28, 2009

A Breeze and a Butterfly




A Breeze and a Butterfly
by JeromeProphet

The rhymes have escaped
The words have run away
These feelings persist
And I've got something to say

Within my heart this truth
I can no longer hide
The answers to the questions
I dare not ask why

Like why I love her madly so.
And why I still insist
This love of ours in flames a glow
Is worth everything we risk

My love you read my words now
You know our love is true
Our careless love knows no Hows
One day you'll say 'I do'

Our pain will be over then
Vanquished with our sin
We rushed where Angels feared to tread
Yet our love's not crushed by them

And now we're tangled you and I
We're lovers like the moon and sky
You and I were meant to be
It's undeniable to see

The secret truth of our love
Is not held in the heart of a dove
No what we are is far from that
Perhaps the Cheshire cat

For we are to each other
Something we can get from no others
We are like a breeze and a butterfly
Flying fragile and fierce into the high
.
.

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Senator Edward Kennedy Dead At 77

Having been raised a Catholic in the 1960s I can say that I recall asking my parents who "we" were for in the upcoming Illinois 1968 presidential Primary. I was told Bobby Kennedy. Well we all knew what happened there. I remember being awoken to my mother, and sister crying over the breaking news that Robert Kennedy had been assassinated.

And years later I asked my mother about the day John F. Kennedy was assassinated and she told me I broke down crying because everyone else in the house was crying. I was just a little kid then, but I must have sensed that anything so important as to bring the adults to tears was worthy of my own.

As the years past the tabloids kept the Kennedy family, and Jacki O in the spotlight, and I watched them from afar - feeling a bit guilty in the process. But as I learned more about the remarkable Kennedy family, and their history I realized I was witnessing history.

I've always been a Kennedy fan.

I've seen this family survive one tragedy after another, and yet survive. And they will go on.

God Bless You Teddy, and thank you for all the good things you have done for this nation.

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Of Beauty, Goodness & Love

In darkness


Of Beauty, Goodness & Love

by jeromeprophet

You feel you were forgotten
From a different land and time
You said that love was rotten
When I offered you mine

You rush to those who hurt you
Like a moth into the flame
I can no longer see it's truth
As you hide behind your shame

Men you say adore you dear
Yet you feel that you're unloved
Your smiling face is filled with tears
Like a river of pain from above

And not everyone those tears can see
But I do know that they are there
Because you shared them with me
And because I truly care.

I've tried to share some wisdom
And I have offered you my life
For I fear the path you have chosen
Will take you from the light

Your heart is filled with a darkness
And a pain so deep that you say
You're often thinking of an end to this
Not wanting another day

You ask me why I love you so
And as I whisper why
You thrash and push away with no
And we both begin to cry

If not with me I hope you find
The love you hurt to know
Realizing your dreams as divined
And a time which loves you so


You're beautiful and sacred oh
You're a gift from god above
An inspiration of Beauty so
Of Goodness, and of Love

You'll need to see this truth as told
Before you can accept a love
A true and lasting heart of old
Your salvation from above


In Light



Of Beauty, Goodness & Love
by jeromeprophet

You feel you were forgotten
From a different land and time
You said that love was rotten
When I offered you mine

You rush to those who hurt you
Like a moth into the flame
I can no longer see it's truth
As you hide behind your shame

Men you say adore you dear
Yet you feel that you're unloved
Your smiling face is filled with tears
Like a river of pain from above

And not everyone those tears can see
But I do know that they are there
Because you shared them with me
And because I truly care.

I've tried to share some wisdom
And I have offered you my life
For I fear the path you have chosen
Will take you from the light

Your heart is filled with a darkness
And a pain so deep that you say
You're often thinking of an end to this
Not wanting another day

You ask me why I love you so
And as I whisper why
You thrash and push away with no
And we both begin to cry

If not with me I hope you find
The love you hurt to know
Realizing your dreams as divined
And a time which loves you so


You're beautiful and sacred oh
You're a gift from god above
An inspiration of Beauty so
Of Goodness, and of Love

You'll need to see this truth as told
Before you can accept a love
A true and lasting heart of old
Your salvation from above

Thursday, August 06, 2009

Director And Writer John Hughes Died

John Hughes, the man behind the cam in such films as "Pretty in Pink", "Sixteen Candles", "The Breakfast Club", "Planes Trains and Automobiles", "Ferris Bueller's Day Off", "National Lampoon's Vacation" , and "Home Alone". John Hughes was also a contributing writer to "Animal House".

And those were just his hits.

If you were a young person living in the western world in the 1980s you were affected by this man.

He died today while taking a morning walk in Manhattan, and was fifty nine years old.

I only know this man through his films, and can only respond by saying - thank you for the incredible movies.

email jp

  • jeromeprophet@gmail.com

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